Now I can go to New York

and by myself!

I told him clearly that I do not like his attitude and he agreed that
he was a bit over the top these days and he thinks that the reason is
that he feels in love with the girl, Simona. I have seen him in love
before and it all passed he went to bed with them so I do not really
trust him but, in the meantime we agreed that I will stay in my hotel
in NY and get along with my friends and my life over there. He can do
whatever he wishes in his 20 star hotel.

I was a bit annoyed when he told me that I am lucky because I never
fall in love, sex is unimportant and that no woman really takes a
shine at me. I found him so rude. I slept really badly last night
dreaming of Bonnie and I am really in love, more than Mario thinks,
but it is a sort of impossible one.

I remember once I was reading something about being audacious in life.
It was written that the most audacious persons are those who do not
give a shit about the thing they are audacious with. For example, I
could be audacious with Simona because I do not care about her and
even if I get a NO it would not change my life, but if I would get a
yes, I would definitely piss Mario off and teach him a lesson.

My mission is to go out with Simona too.

You are gonna pay for this, Mario.