madness

Ok... after the dinner, last week, it was decided that we would have moved, the three of us, in my apartment. Simona, Mario and I, staying for some time at my place so that Simona can decide which, between Mario and I, will be her boyfriend. I like the challenge and I am sure I will be the winner.

it's already a few days now we are living together and I quite like it, I must say. I am enjoying with Simona, especially at Mario's expenses. He is really annoyed by this whole situation... He never thought he would have ended up competing with me eh eh eh...

I feel I am getting my revenge towards Bonnie and before new year she will be completely out of my mind! Bitch!

Let's see how it ends up, this story.

have a lovely Sunday.

oh, by the way, bloody Mario can snore!

tonight dinner at Mario's place

official dinner at Mario's apartment. Simona has to talk to both of
us. Not sure what she wants to talk about but I am curious. I am glad
to see that dickhead too. I was to the cemetery and that bunch of
flowers from Mario is always there. He will never admit it but he
feels like shit!

freezing Denmark!

I have been in Denmark for the last few days. It's bloody cold and I
miss Rome. Even if Simona at home is starting being a bit of a
headache, at times. I feel she is in love with me and I am not sure I
love her. Mario has been writing me sms and emails asking me to make
up my mind and get out of Simona's life because he loves her...
anyway, when I will go back I will ask Simona to become my girlfriend.
Farewell Bonnie!

A lovely day...

Hello everyone, sorry I have not been writing a lot these days but too
many things happening between private life and business. I am back to
Rome now. Simona is still staying at my place and it seems like she
likes it. She is a nice girl, I have to admit, but far from my type of
woman. She is strong and independent. She doesn't seem to know when
politeness and etiquette requires so as long as she pushes her ideas
through.

I still got Bonnie in my mind but she doesn't give a shit about me and
it will always be like that. I am not sure anymore I love her. I feel
I hate her at times...

Have a nice evening everyone!

Oh, by the way... "A lovely day..." is what I hoped to have not what I
had... This day was like the others....

A busy week

It has been a stressful week and weekend. The week coming is even more
stressful with the FAO well advertised event going on this week. In my
private life, Simona is staying with me. She is just very depressed
after what happened to Sonya. Yesterday Mario came to have lunch with
us and it was a very odd day. When he arrived seemed like nothing had
happened but after an hour or so going around the topic without
hitting the point, he collapsed and started crying like a child. I
must say that it felt good to see him vulnerable. I was happy to see
him in tears and alone. Yes, neither Simona or I went close to him to
support his pain... We haven't said anything but we both feel that he
is the weapon that killed the poor girl. Yesterday, again, the same
bunch of flowers was on the grave and the message was the same,
again... He must feel like shit and that's the way it has to be.

Bonnie is jealous about me living with Simona these days and this is
the reason why, yesterday evening I asked Simona to move permanently
to live with me. Mario was surprised about this "odd couple" and he
proposed Simona to move in with him. She laughed at him and asked
whether he needed someone to torture. The reaction was just a tear
coming down his left eye. I felt like hugging him but I could not
really do it after the way he has been treating me.

Must go now, late already!

hugs

Life goes on...

and I really wonder how someone like Mario can still attract interest
from people like Sonya that has taken her own life because of him
rejecting her. I really don't know how I would feel if I were in his
shoes but I know that I would not be able to live in peace with myself
for the rest of my days. Instead, he came here on Sunday and abused
me, verbally of course, because I am trying to take Simona away from
him. She was meant to stay with me, in my apartment, instead she
decided to stay longer and left yesterday morning. She didn't want to
see Mario, she was afraid of seeing him. she didn't say that but it
was obvious that she was shocked by this story and by this monster.

He told me that I am back stabbing him and trying to put Simona off
badmouthing him. Frankly, if there is someone that could say a thing
or two about him to make him appear a bit human, this is me. But he is
like that. so now the situation is that he will write to Simona and
ask her to move in with him.

I haven't spoken to Simona even because she is really down and I want
to leave her in peace.

Yesterday I went to the the cemetery and there was a big bunch of
flowers with a big "Sorry, Forgive me" written on it. I am sure that
Mario will be spending a fortune for the rest of his life now to make
up with his consciousness, that is if he has got one.

Anyway, I got flu and it's better I go to bed now. Cheers!

Addio Sonya

Domenica mattina, Sonya si e' tolta la vita. I dettagli li tralascio.
Che tristezza estrema. Scusate ma ancora non riesco a capacitarmi dii
cio'... Here it goes, I am so out that I wrote in Italian the whole
post and now I have to write it again.

Sonya took her life on Sunday morning. She left no note but I can
imagine the reason of this extreme action.

I cannot write more.

Good bye Sonya!